SHADES OF GREY

There’s no confusion that my life,
Has started changing now.
It’s my confession that I am
Like this way but don’t know how?
How do I ever get to feel this way?
Everything is locked inside and I can’t say,
Everything is normal but it’s not an ordinary day.
I have just wandered and lost in the shades of grey.
I have been breathing,
And my heart is beating like before.
But my emotions and those confusions,
Are not like before anymore.
I have been trying to find myself in here.
I am so lost and this condition is so severe.
Closed eyes folded hands and started to pray.

I have just wandered and lost in the shades of grey.
Drowned in sedation,
Of addiction of enchantised pain.
Madness is glorified
As we drench in this rain.
I wish to make you understand,
In my heart you have stayed.
I have just wandered and lost,
I am lost in the shades of grey.
With passing time I understand,
That I am lost in you.
I have been suffering all this while but it’s nothing new.
Because; I have just wandered and lost
I am lost in the shades of grey.